This mornings, when my mind was fresh and still, I studied the Circle of Fifths and made working model using Rosa Suen's instructions. I plan on experimenting with it more.

Everything went smoothly until late afternoon when I made a decision that compromised my integrity and wasted money I can't afford to spend. The money part I can get over. The integrity part hurts though, and the depression I feel has made it impossible to concentrate on piano tonight. My thoughts are muddy. Words on a page seem like gibberish and practicing scales seems pointless.

Let's see how I feel tomorrow.

Time meditated today: 40 minutes Quality of meditation (out of 10): 2